Friday, November 25, 2016

Skincare routine renewal

Hi 

Yesterday I went to DEMC Shah Alam for my worsening skin problem. I'm having very dry skin, sometimes very oily, blackheads and whiteheads popping up, acne, cysts, itchy forehead, scarring and redness. I'd say this is all due to my fault for spludging many skin products on my face as soon as I got it. No rest time, no spot testing       and I've been doing this for like 4 years now? Since 2013.

Well, at first in 2013, I just wanted to reduce the appearance of my large pores. So I got this RM25 serum, supposed to treat large pores. But then I got a breakout. I stopped using that and my skin returned to normal. But curious me wants to try other skincare products. Hey how about trying this popular snail mucus product? But it's too expensive. I'll go for the cheaper ones. Ta-da I got my huge parcel. My first ever haul. Lol. Stupid me. So happy getting new stuff and I want to try everything at once. Big mistake.

Here are my thoughts during this skincare journey. 

So okay, I got myself a sunscreen! 
It's great! 
Not oily, sort of dewy finish. 
I looked pretty. 
That's a good investment. 
Now let's try this cathy doll magic cream!
Ooh, so white. SPF 50. Must be good. Let's keep putting this on everyday.
And many other purchases have been made through instagram shops.
Waste of money. These products must not be so good since they're from Thailand.

Hey, look at this Hermo website! 
Original Korean products! Taiwan brands! Price cut! What a bargain!
They're having a big sale! Let's buy a lot of stuff to get the most out of it!
Ka-ching ka-ching there goes my money.
I bought a Yadah spot treatment. Let's use this on my acne.( At this point my skin is fine, just the occasional zit popping up)
These 3 tubs of facial mask is good for my skin. Let's use this everyday!
I still need something for my pores. Let's get this face shop tea tree toner.
Another sale! Must buy!
Christmas sale! BUYYYYYYY!

And that was my last fancy skin care purchase. In 2015. I bought quite a lot. Lol.

In November 2015, my skin went haywire. Redness, Rough patches. I skipped on moisturising and cleansing because I thought I musn't irritate my skin. Maybe a big mistake. Face prodeeded to become very dry. So much grit. Acne pooping  popping up. Cysts. Cysts bruh! I never had them before and astaga it was soo painful and ugly. I didn't know it was a cyst but I was touching it and wondering what is this squishy blob. So I pressed it and wau it erupted puss and blood came flowing out after it. Immediately became a dark spot and needed 2 weeks to fade with a serum. 

Then Ma said she wants to bring me to Ko Clinic. I googled them and wao the package price was wau. I didn't want to spend money on facial duo light thingy needing 6 sessions for RM1000++. So I thought to go to gov derm. But then the waiting time must be hell. Then I remember I have my insurance so why not give it a try. 

So we went to DEMC Shah Alam around 2p.m. After lunch at Soto. Best lunch in a while. Turns out I can only claim for insurance if I got warded. No way I'm getting warded for this lol. 

We went to the second floor. A Medical Clinic area. Filled in a form and got a waiting number. Waited for about 3 hours and when I got in I told the doc I this skin problem and she straightaway suggested accutane.

I did my homework last night to get to know some things to expect during this appointment. And most docs will prescribe accutane. Some r/SCA peeps said it's a last resort but I agreed to take on the course. Bloody hell my bill came up RM 568. It's pricey but I think it's better than delaying this. I'm 21 bruh. Young, maybe. But in 2 years I'll start audit and I don't think I have the time to commit to an accutane course. What with the need to drink lots of water and the toilet trips. I took my pill this morning and wew I'm dehydrating. Muscle aches. Itchy dry eyes.

                                                                                                                                                                   

update 25/11/2016: It seems that I've forgotten about this post and it sat in my drafts for so long. So, yeah I finished the first batch of accutane and went to DEMC for my second batch. The total came out to around RM600 with the consultation fee which barely lasted 5 mins. Finished this second batch and at this time my skin looked and felt really good so I decided to not continue my course. Big mistake? For the first three months, yes. My face became so red and angry, the cysts were still there. I continued my routine; 

AM
  • Splash face with cold water
  • Pat dry with face towel
  • Coat face with a good amount of Cetaphil lotion
I was mostly indoors but when I went out I'll put my lotion on lightly, put on sunscreen and finish with baby powder.

PM
  • Cetaphil cleanser (Double cleansing with firstly Hada Labo Oil Cleanser followed by Cetaphil if I wore sunscreen)
  • Splash cold water
  • Pat dry with face towel
  • Moisturise
I kept it really simple and my skin finally got less red and reduced bumps today. But I had my lazy weeks where I didn't moisturise and left it dry. DO NOT DO THIS. Huuge mistake. My skin went back to square one and I opted to a spray moisturiser so I'd feel less lazy to moisturise. It's actually a Hada Labo Lotion, the watery one decanted into a spray bottle from Daiso. It's a bit viscuous so I diluted it with sterilized water so that it'd spray out nicely.

So now I have an OK skin. I feel good about it. These large pores are a part of me that I'm not ashamed of now lol. You gotta learn to accept yourself just the way you are.

Bye.

p.s. I don't know why I took these pics earlier but I'm leaving them.



Saturday, September 3, 2016

Hi

I went through my last post and compared it to what I might write on this one and, wow, I didn't really have anything going for me this year.

I think, so far, I got to know some people I tried to care about. But this one person somehow did not want me to care, and I did try to contact them a few times with no answer, so that's that. It kinda pains me when I finally am open to someone and they don't appreciate it. Well, I'm not looking to start a special relationship with this person but maybe they see it that way. I now think it is really best to keep to myself because people misunderstand even when I am genuinely, straightforwardly telling them I'm here to listen and they think there's something else. Are people allergic to frank words? Can't you just appreciate what is in front of you?

I did try to think that this is just me feeling this way but when I look at the big picture, some people are just assholes, so I'll accept them being that way, let us part ways and be off with our own lives.

Some backstory here; I met this person through a friend and I didn't notice them at first but said person kept messaging me and I did not bother to entertain, but somehow I finally replied. Things went fine and I found out person is really fun to hang out with. We had some inside jokes and so on and suddenly a third person came into picture (some misunderstanding, and wau some privacy violation going on here it's crazy) and I tried to give some nice words to person. Then, suddenly, person cut contact, no longer said hi. I just feel appalled. Person made me feel happy and content and suddenly person upped and went away. It's a shame when I tried to salvage the friendship that person started with me, person did not care. Ha, I feel immature calling person 'person' lol.

I guess that's it. I tried, but person did not reciprocate. I wish everyone could honestly tell what they feel and not be silent. It doesn't work when only one party is being honest.

I'm just confused here.


Friday, January 1, 2016

Hello

can you hear me?

Ha! That song is stuck in my head.

Well, hello there it's 2016! It's a new year, new air and same, somewhat increased in weight, fatty me! So today, I'd like to reflect on how 2015 was for me, improve myself and go forward with positive vibes! A great start for my 1st January 2016 morning! (ha! I'm so excited you can't stop me with my exclamation marks!) !!!!

Oh I just realised I didn't recap my 2014, I don't know what I did last two years. Nevermindlah, that's history. Let's start!

January 2015
I didn't do anything!

February 2015
I don't know what I did!

March 2015
Haaaa? I bought my gaming rig this month. Hell, that was a big purchase.

April 2015
Hmmmm...

May 2015
Okay final exam is next month, so I started grinding here..

June 2015
Final exams!! and my Singapore trip with Mira!

July 2015
Hmm...

August 2015
....

September 2015
..........

October 2015
Better do better this semester I'm gon' kill these two papers but wait, Steam is having a sale. Better buy all these exciting games and continue playing dota only.

November 2015
A month full of doing past year questions. and I finished Wolfenstein: New Order this month. Best FPS game I've played.

December 2015
Final exams! Whatever, I did my best let's enjoy this short holiday with time wasting games! and there another Steam sale! Final Fantasy XIII is 50% off!

Hmm, okay so... that's all? This is a bit sad haha. Nothing majorly exciting except that Singapore trip. Okay, no worries. This is life. So let's put a note to go on more outings this year and enjoy life more.

But I guess I can write a bit on things I've learned last year

1. It's okay to be an asshole. Life will be more pleasant, although somewhat tense in some parts.
2. Do not care about what other people think of your attitude. You're not the same person to them as you are, to yourself. It doesn't matter.
3. If I don't like how things are, I'll say it even if it may hurt people,or trouble them (if what they do troubles me too)
4. Reading is good, no matter in what form. Just keep reading.
5. Have expections, make sure they're met. If not, tell how you feel. So people will know to keep up with it and you'll feel better.
6. People change, even family members.
7. Crying is good. Especially for someone like me, who keep things to myself.
8. Everyone is a good person, it's just the quirks that makes them not.
9. Always have a 'benefit-of-doubt' thinking. It helps with anger.
10. Words of encouragement is useful.
11. Don't leave surplus money idle. Invest them.
12. Respect yourself, and make sure other's know to respect you.(read point three)
13. No is enough. No need to elaborate, just 'No'
14. It's not okay to use force when angry. (I once broke my favourite touch bedlamp, I'm not doing it again)
15. Being a muslim is not a restriction. Read more, learn, watch, reflect, implement.
16. Keep track of expenses. It's time to learn to do so.
17. It's cold, bring that sweater, or maybe a heat pack to the exam hall. Numbed cold hands aren't good for writing under time pressure.
18. Try to notice surroundings, there's more to life than the floor or straight ahead. So much for 'tundukkan pandangan' education. It's not taught the right way and I regret not realizing this sooner.
19. This is a filler, read with wisdom.
20. At times I feel lost, remember Allah. Just remember Him. Everything will be okay.

I'll stop at 20, there could be more but I was 20 years old last year, so, there.

I know some of these are vague, even I think so too. But maybe I'll learn what it actually means to me later. I was somewhat selfish last year. It wasn't very pleasant being a selfish person but it needed to be done because some people are not reciprocating to my tolerance. Hopefully this year I'll get to be a more pleasant person to deal with.

What else? Hmm. ACCA..
I failed my F7 twice last year. Retaking for the third time this coming June. am still waiting for my F8 & F9 results this 18th January. F8 I'm fairly confident but for F9 I'm not sure. I'm supposed to start my professional papers this sem but I don't know. Depends on whether I pass last sem's papers. I don't really know if I want to pass actually. I've been having this lingering feeling, not wanting to move on. So I'm somewhat letting myself fail. I don't know how to write this feeling. But hopefully this year this feeling will go away and I'll properly focus on finishing my papers by next year (2017).

There. I'll stop here. All my excitement at the beginning of this post is gone lol

Here's to a wonderful 2016, Bismillah.





Friday, June 19, 2015

Universal Studios Singapore, Walk-So-Much-Till-Your-Feet-Hurts

Whew. So I just had my wonderful thrilling experience on so many rollercoasters for the first time in my life with my dear soon-to-be-a-dentist friend Amira Majid at Universal Studios Singapore.

I wasn't really excited to go there at first because people kept pulling out of the trip. Originally we had about 4-5 people going together. The others couldn't make it because of money constraints 
(1 SGD = RM2.79) and some I think it's because of this 'I'm lazylah' or 'Taknaklah' attitude. Come on guys, you're wasting your 20's life staying at home!( Eleh Singapore je pun lol)

But since I've renewed my passport and exchanged my RMs for SGDs AND bought my USS tickets online for RM200 (very sad,couldn't get hold of a ticket agent. Otherwise it'd be soooo much cheaper)
I sort of went 'Okay! Let's do this!'.

Monday, 15th of June 2015, 
11.30 P.M.

Boarded the Senandung-Something train at KL Sentral.
Our tickets totalled RM 92 for the Lower Berth Adult-Superior Night Class. Mira bought the return tickets for us in the morning (THANK YOU MIRAAA!)

I noticed that the pillow will be placed towards where the train is moving. We got a thin blanket too.
Actually this is the otw back home pic, but I'll put it here
The train ride.

Okay, so we passed the boarding gate, got into our coach and nicely settled in our beds. Then came the ticket  master saying "Tiket~tiket~,". Got our tickets punched. Chatted a bit and headed to sleep. About one hour or so into the journey we heard 'Makan minum makan minum makan minum~'. Very funny, lol. There's a staff selling beverages and some nasi lemak and sandwiches on a trolley. I got myself a bottle of mineral water, for RM 2. Then I went to sleep. But I kept waking up every one hour/train stop. Then my Subuh alarm rang at 5.45 a.m. I got out my spray bottle and proceeded to make wudhu'. Blindly judged the kiblat using an app, prayed Subuh in a wobbly state (sit down,you'll always be swaying around in a moving train). Alhamdulillah, Subuh prayers done. Woke Mira up and I went back to sleep for another hour before we reach Woodlands at around 7 a.m.

We had two stops where we had to get out of the train (bring all of your belongings!). First was in Johor for passport processes, second was in Singapore (Woodlands it is, of course we had to get out. We reached our destination). Once in Woodlands, hurrily proceed to the immigration counter to get your passports chopped stamped, don't forget the white card on the far right corner of the room. We actually were the last two people to alight the train because there wasn't any announcement. Sad. This Singapore officer came into our coach and sort of shouted 'WAKE UP. WAKE UP.'. All the aunties and uncles in our coach were pretty surprised. They didn't know what to do too. I was like 'OKAY WE WERE UP BUT WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO BECAUSE THERE WAS NO ANNOUNCEMENT'. Haha. Okay that was emotional. 

So we went to line-up behind some koreans. Looked like a school trip. One was quite hot, or so I thought because I was just staring at his biceps lol. He wore a sleeveless shirt, a white one. Take note guys, sleeveless shirts (WHITE IN COLOUR)  makes you look hot without you even trying. But please have some sort of defined biceps.

Tuesday, 16th of June 2015,
7.30 A.M.

Alright, we're done with our passports. Heck, the queue was pretty darn long. We followed the signboards, then blindly boarded a bus in hopes to reach the Woodlands MRT station. I should've done more homework on this because the station was actually a walking distance from the train station but I wasn't sure. So we hopped onto a bus with a 'Woodlands MRT' sign. After a few minutes asked the driver where is the nearest MRT station. We actually passed the Woodlands Station and went back one station, Marsiling Station. The bus driver was kind, lol, we didn't have small changes for the bus ride so he said okay no problem it's free. Thank you anne, you da best.

Walked quite a bit in the rain, went up the stairs to an overhead bridge. People were all coming down and we're sort of blocking the way. Turns out there's an escalator going upwards on the other side of the stairs. Lol. Tourists.

Eyed on a 7-11 store and we bought our EZ-Link cards. $12 for a card, we had $7 available for use, $5 was for the card itself.
Our MRT travel route

Our MRT ride was PACKED FULL OF PEOPLE. Stood the whole 14-station ride on the North-South line. It was 8.00 a.m. , rush hour. People commuting to work and school etc. Then we changed lines at Dhoby Ghaut Station, the North-East line. Also no seats for both of us. Good thing it was only four stations to Harbourfront. Turns out Harbourfront station connects to a mall. VivoCity mall. We got into the mall and went to brush our teeth and wash our face. Wore a bit of makeup and we're done! Off to Sentosa Island! but before that we went up 2-3 floors(not sure?) towards Sentosa Station, then we reached a floor where we had to buy admission tickets, $4 or we could've just used the EZ-Link card but we didn't have enough credit. Or we should've just used the card and top-up later. OMG WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT. Boarded the train to Sentosa, no seats. My feet were aching a lot already. Only one station to reach USS. Crossed the sea (wau I was a bit excited) aaanndd TA-DA~! Welcome To Sentosa Island.

Still Tuesday, 16th of June 2015,
9.30 A.M.

We finally reached USS!
It's The Globe!!
So this is the real thing, I felt excited! Mira went to get her ticket because she haven't bought one yet. Pretty short queue. Well, it's a weekday. Got our map and the first ride was the Transformers 4d. Got in after 5 minutes. Wore the 3d glasses. Omg that ride was awesome. Got the first row. Felt butterflies in my stomach. Felt some water sprays,also heat when the rocket came straight up our faces. There was a lunging down a building part and wauu we really went down from so high up. And the Chinese guy(kid, I think) beside me was pretty fun, we sort of had a chemistry lol. 

Up next is the Human roller coaster. The ride's pretty open. Short queue again. Actually this was my first time riding a roller coaster (count the transformers 4d one out). So I was pretty scared. Then up the track we went. And down soooo fasstt. Soo much screeaaminngg. Next was the Cylon ride. This one is the suspended type. 5 times 360 degrees turn. I hadn't got any energy to scream anymore although this one was much scarier than the Human ride. After three rides we were pretty much worn out. So we had lunch. There're halal places to eat located on the map so we just chose the closest one to us. I just had a Soto Ayam because I got an ulcer on my lower gums. But hey it was only 7 dollars. Only. Yeah right, only. Damn you exchange rate.

Then the Rapid ride something. Very. Long. Queue. 45 minutes. Then our turn came and we got in the round boat thingy. I wore my raincoat but heck still soaked from top to bottom because when we went down this ramp I was at the lowest part of the boat. So don't even consider buying a poncho since you'll still get wet. And then, since we're soaked (only me actually) we went to Waterworld show. This show was awesome. Everything was on cue (pentomime style show). And again, got so wet because we sat on the soak zone bench. Then after a short rest went to pray at a small prayer room behind the Human ride. It's small but clean and smells soooo nice and there was no one else using it. I guess because it's close to Ramadhan (day after tomorrow) so not many muslims came to USS.

Puss in Boots ride. So many people. Waiting time about 40 minutes.
The Human VS Cylon track.
Food
Brunch at 2p.m. Buttermilk chicken bryani $12. Soto ayam $7.50
We were the last in line. I wanted to give our turn to the family behind us who couldn't get a pic with CM but I wasn't sure if Mira wants to :( 
Then what else I think we went on this dino ride then puss in boots,shrek 4d,lastly madagascar. We should've got on more rides/shows but we're too tired. If we had more time we would've gotten the two-day pass.
So tired

Bye
I like this picture
Even her voice is like Betty Boop
ACTION!
otw back to Woodlands. Long queue? Again?

6.30 P.M.
Too tired. Lazying on some grass on top of VivoCity

So tired. Went back to VivoCity and sat on the grass outside. There were shallow water pools so I soaked my feet a bit (oh so refreshing). We actually sat for 2 hours then we went to burger king to eat dinner. Burger Kings here are halal. But always check for the halal sign. Oh one story, when we're lining up for burgers, there's this drunk chinese guy with a guinness can in his hand behind us.(Whew the alcohol smell was so strong even I felt a bit dizzy) He asked to keep his spot for him while he went to the toilet and he was already wriggling wanting to pee lol so I was like 'okay,okay, go. I'll keep your spot for you, don't worry go'  but he kept drunkenly saying 'please keep this spot okay I need to go to the toilet please okay please'. Funny lol.

9.30 P.M. 

Our ride back to Woodlands. We got seats!
Back on the MRT. Reached Woodlands Station and we were kind of in a trouble. We didn't know where was the Immigration checkpoint so we asked this counter lady and she said to take a bus number 950. Okay. Got on the bus. Pretty far. And reached the checkpoint. Here was where we went the wrong way. There were two sections. One is towards the train. The second is towards the buses. We went to the bus section on the right and got our passports stamped instead of the train section. So we got pretty far down to the buses. And heck where are the trains??? Turns out we were at the wrong place. Asked the officer and he said to enter SG again. Had to U-turn back. So we ran so far and so fast my chest hurts. Got our passports stamped. At the same time we told the officers we went the wrong way. They helped us to get to the train but before that they brought us into this room to settle our passports asap. I think we could've easily passed the entry into SG counters and quickly head back to the trains but I was pretty dumbfounded. So we wasted some time in the room till 11 p.m. and were told the train gates were closed. This and that then they halfway escorted us to the trains.
So. Bloody. Damn. Far. Away. 
Mira ran ahead of me. I couldn't catch up and hey it's not 11.30 yet so they shouldn't close the gates yet. But still I ran because wtf is happening. Then we reached the correct immigration counter. Okay. So sweaty. So hot. Stamp. Mira ran again. Woman, we're past the gates already have pity on fatty me panting like a dog running towards the train. Lol. Okay got on the train. Sat on our beds. Safe and sound. Long story short, I had a good sleep and woke up with aching feet and arms. Reached KL Sentral around 7 a.m.

Wednesday, 17th of June 2015
7.00 A.M.

Phew. Mira and I said our goodbyes, she's got another outing and I head back to Shah Alam. Very tired. Very sore.

But nevertheless, it was a nice trip :)

                                                                                                                                                               

Here are a few things related to this trip.

Hostel. Originally we planned to stay in SG for one night. But money constraints :(

Route planner. Very useful.

Cheap tickets. Very friendly. Though I didn't have any luck in getting a ticket because asked her last minute. Still, she wished me a good trip :)

Get your original price USS tickets here. Click on 'TICKETS' tab

Go here to check train schedules. Buy tickets at the counter.

A twitter person whom I contacted to get cheaper tickets but she replied late so I already bought my USS ticket. I won't link her private profile here.

When I went there it was quite humid, even for a Malaysian.

Rained in the morning, and I got a headache for the whole day. Roller coasters made it worse lol.

Very cute EZ-Link card
Total expenses

List of things I brought to SG
1. Money. $100 is actually enough. I brought back $112.05
2. Passport
3. Bonjela (for my ulcer)
4. Lots of tissues (but I only went to the toilet once. Mira didn't go at all. How did she managed I don't know)
5. Sunblock (still got sunburned)
6. Lip moisturiser
7. Face moisturiser (sample size)
8. Sunglasses (didn't use because it was cloudy all day)
9. Towel (couldn't use because it was stuck at the bottom of the bag.lol)
10. A change of clothes
11. Vaseline (in case of blisters. Thank God we had none)
12. Spray bottle for making wudhu'
13. Telekung
14. Poncho (forget it. Don't waste money. Also look ugly wearing it)
15. Powerbank
16. Socks (thought the train will be freezing cold but it didn't)
17. Compact powder
18. One small sling bag and a backpack. (it's best to bring only one bag)
19. Facial mask (didn't use because so tired to even think about using it)
20. Some medicine (poh chai,panadol)
21. Handphone (bought 500mb roaming mobile data for RM38. Maxis)
22. Toothbrush (toothpaste sponsored by Mira)
23. Facial cleanser
24. Pen
25. Notebook
26. Two plastic bags (for wet/dirty clothes. mine dried well)
27. IC 
28. My got-for-free-from-sg-through-instagram Invoker keychain. (I really like this keychain because this is the first time I got something for free on the internet. The @igdota2 admin was very friendly, check them out!)

Thursday, February 27, 2014

FEBRUARY



Hai

im a bit busy enjoying life so this is my february post hihi

just a video of me practicing those who fight ff advent children :)
at the end is my angel-exo audio record :)

k tata xoxo




Saturday, January 4, 2014

testing mi kibod

hai

mi testing mi keyboard. mi tot wan tu record wan song but mi not enough practice.mi no pro T-T

you know that feeling when you start recording yourself? your mind goes blank. lol






Wednesday, January 1, 2014

01.01.2014

assalamualaikum,
yo

tadaa it's 2014 oledi~~

no im not really excited about it...nothing really significant for me about entering a new year..except my birthday. haha

oke,today is a new year.

that's all.

bye.













lol,jk

actually i wanted to make a post to wrap up what i did in 2013...so that my future self can see what i've done so far.

baiklah.

in january i got ma spm results,alhamdulillah 10As. really?? baru awal tahun lepas je dapat result?wau.

in february,wat did i do

in march,i got my driving license. oh... i took driving classes in feb

in april,uh

in may,got uitm offer thru mara. CAT-ACCA 3.5 years,alhamdulillah.gelabah gile b4 dpt offer ni,sbb x apply uni/scholarship selain mara. camana klu x dapat.merempat aku tunggu 2014 nk daftar uitm.

in june, participated in MDS UiTM Shah Alam.uuhh it's fun but if given a choice i prefer to not go...

in july, started classes,passed my first paper,MA1

in august,wat

in september,wat

in october,wat

(i think i was studying 'very very very hard' for my finals during these 3 months)

in november,finaaaaalllllsssss 3 paaapeeerrrsssss.alhamdulillah passed all papers hihihi. and i think i started learning hangul in this month.

in december,wat. oh i won an exo fansite drawing competition. yeaaaayyyy

sooo there you go...there i go...aigoo..haha...nah tgk ni farhana,is this enough? i think you should work harder in 2014...by the end of 2014 dun put wat anymore...do something meaningful pls..

okay,spm result,driving license,UiTM,pass papers,hangul,drawing.

1,2,3,4,5,6....tu je benda yg menarik aku buat tahun lepas...oh x menarik sangat...tolakla spm tu...tu tahun lepas lepas....5 benda....

but anyways,i've come to really learn to do things because of Allah.
when i went for my tests,i did my best n prayed.
when i was sad,i cried n prayed.

really guys,in everything you do,seek Allah and you'll get it InshaaAllah

안녕~


nah have a cutie